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Coolio

09:16 Oct 30 2008
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Oh way cool. Yay Cancer babe. And, thank god.



"However, this also means it is no longer possible to lose a level. With 4 fixed Status Tables, your Status can now only climb upward."



I went from a 28 score to 27.9 but that's ok. I can work on that one. Now I know I won't lose status level.


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Bones
Bones
19:06 Oct 30 2008

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Put a pic up, gosh darn it

09:13 Oct 30 2008
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It irritates me when people don't put their pic up on here. The real person, not some shit they got on the net somewhere.



Not that it keeps me up at night. Just a thought...


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Angelus
Angelus
15:06 Oct 30 2008

perhaps it's something to do with those who have more than one account, amongst another things.





ThothLestat
ThothLestat
17:11 Oct 30 2008

is this okay?

i mean.. it's me. er, a part of me.

(do i have spinach in my teeth?)





 

Oo, nice one.

08:53 Oct 30 2008
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Quote I read tonight somewhere online that I found relevant.



"Those whom the gods would destroy must first be made drunk with power".


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Mr. Youtube Guy

07:37 Oct 28 2008
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So on youtube, you can hear your comment aloud, by clicking the audio preview button. I have had some fun with it. It doesn't post what you write in there until you click to post it.



So I wrote some nice things about myself to hear it say it. HA.....



"Jamie is just the best person ever! She is the most kind and thoughtful soul around. It's too bad her brothers are selfish."



That youtube guy sure knows a lot.


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Exorcist 3 nurse's station scene!

06:55 Oct 28 2008
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For some reason, this scene is one of the scariest scenes I have seen! It gives me chills and I still have them after watching it. It may not be scary to watch out of context, but you watch the whole Exorcist 3 movie and it will scare the piss out of you. That music/soundtrack has a lot to do with it too! Yikes!









I have watched it twice tonight on The Chiller channel. It was on twice tonight! Scary! I am watching the end of the second one now. I had to get that scene off of youtube. I have been doing other things too while watching it.


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Shit and shinola?

03:06 Oct 28 2008
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Ok, so what is the difference between shit and shinola?






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Factcheck.org

01:15 Oct 28 2008
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In response to a person that commented about Sarah Palin in my journal, in that they said she is trying to get creationism to be taught in schools. That is a lie and I went looking online to find true answers on the subject, just as I did to find out if Michelle Obama's overpriced lunch at the Waldorff was true or not. Sadly, it's not. ha...





"4. Did Not Attempt to Teach Creationism in Schools



Palin has NOT called for creationism to be taught in schools along side evolution (see FactCheck.org article on "Sliming Palin"). She has said that students should be allowed to "debate both sides" of the evolution/creationism debate comes up in class, but has also said that creationism should not be part of the curriculum. She has not pushed a bill to teach creationism in Alaska during her tenure as Governor of Alaska.



http://www.factcheck.org/elections-2008/sliming_palin.html "











Sliming Palin



False Internet claims and rumors fly about McCain's running mate.





Summary







We’ve been flooded for the past few days with queries about dubious Internet postings and mass e-mail messages making claims about McCain’s running mate, Gov. Palin. We find that many are completely false, or misleading.



* Palin did not cut funding for special needs education in Alaska by 62 percent. She didn’t cut it at all. In fact, she increased funding and signed a bill that will triple per-pupil funding over three years for special needs students with high-cost requirements.



* She did not demand that books be banned from the Wasilla library. Some of the books on a widely circulated list were not even in print at the time. The librarian has said Palin asked a "What if?" question, but the librarian continued in her job through most of Palin's first term.



* She was never a member of the Alaskan Independence Party, a group that wants Alaskans to vote on whether they wish to secede from the United States. She’s been registered as a Republican since May 1982.



* Palin never endorsed or supported Pat Buchanan for president. She once wore a Buchanan button as a "courtesy" when he visited Wasilla, but shortly afterward she was appointed to co-chair of the campaign of Steve Forbes in the state.



* Palin has not pushed for teaching creationism in Alaska's schools. She has said that students should be allowed to "debate both sides" of the evolution question, but she also said creationism "doesn't have to be part of the curriculum."



We'll be looking into other charges in an e-mail by a woman named Anne Kilkenny for a future story. For more explanation of the bullet points above, please read the Analysis.



Correction: In our original story, we incorrectly said that a few of the claims we examine here were included in the e-mail by Kilkenny. Only one of the claims – about the librarian's firing – was similar to an item in that e-mail. We regret the error.



Clarification: The summary originally said that Palin "tripled" per-student funding. The bill Palin signed will triple per-student funding for what Alaska calls "intensive needs" students, but has not done so yet. We also reworded that sentence to make clear the tripling is for funding for special needs students with particularly high costs. Special needs funding overall increased as well.

Analysis

Since Republican presidential nominee John McCain tapped Alaska Gov. Sarah Palin to be his running mate, information about Palin's past has been zipping around the Internet. Several claims are not true, and other rumors are misleading.



No Cut for "Special Needs" Kids



It's not true, as widely reported in mass e-mails, Web postings and at least one mainstream news source, that Palin slashed the special education budget in Alaska by 62 percent. CNN's Soledad O'Brien made the claim on Sept. 4 in an interview with Nicolle Wallace, a senior adviser to the McCain campaign:



O'Brien, Sept. 4: One are that has gotten certainly people sending to me a lot of e-mails is the question about as governor what she did with the special needs budget, which I'm sure you're aware, she cut significantly, 62 percent I think is the number from when she came into office. As a woman who is now a mother to a special needs child, and I think she actually has a nephew which is autistic as well. How much of a problem is this going to be as she tries to navigate both sides of that issue?



Such a move might have made Palin look heartless or hypocritical in view of her convention-speech pledge to be an advocate for special needs children and their families. But in fact, she increased special needs funding so dramatically that a representative of local school boards described the jump as "historic."



According to an April 2008 article in Education Week, Palin signed legislation in March 2008 that would increase public school funding considerably, including special needs funding. In particular, it would increase spending for certain special needs students that Alaska calls "intensive needs" (students with high-cost special requirements) from $26,900 per student in 2008 to $73,840 per student in 2011. That almost triples the per-student spending in three fiscal years. Palin's original proposal, according to the Anchorage Daily News, would have increased funds slightly more, giving intensive needs students a $77,740 allotment by 2011.



Education Week: A second part of the measure raises spending for students with special needs [the intensive needs group] to $73,840 in fiscal 2011, from the current $26,900 per student in fiscal 2008, according to the Alaska Department of Education and Early Development.



Unlike many other states, Alaska has relatively flush budget coffers, thanks to a rise in oil and gas revenues. Funding for schools will remain fairly level next year, however. Overall per-pupil funding across the state will rise by $100, to $5,480, in fiscal 2009. ...



Carl Rose, the executive director of the Association of Alaska School Boards, praised the changes in funding for rural schools and students with special needs as a "historic event," and said the finance overhaul would bring more stability to district budgets.



According to Eddy Jeans at the Alaska Department of Education and Early Development, funding for special needs and intensive needs students has increased every year since Palin entered office, from a total of $203 million in 2006 to a projected $276 million in 2009.



Those who claim that Palin cut special needs funding by 62 percent are looking in the wrong place and misinterpreting what they find there. They point to an apparent drop in the Department of Education and Early Development budget for special schools. But the special schools budget, despite the similar name, isn't the special needs budget. "I don’t even consider the special schools component [part of] our special needs funding," Jeans told FactCheck.org. "The special needs funding is provided through our public school funding formula. The special schools is simply a budget component where we have funding set aside for special projects," such as the Alaska School for the Deaf and the Alaska Military Youth Academy. A different budget component, the Foundation Program, governs special needs programs in the public school system.



And in any case, the decrease in funding for special schools is illusory. Palin moved the Alaska Military Youth Academy's ChalleNGe program, a residential military school program that teaches job and life skills to students under 20, out of the budget line for "special schools" and into its own line. This resulted in an apparent drop of more than $5 million in the special schools budget with no actual decrease in funding for the programs.



Not a Book Burner



One accusation claims then-Mayor Palin threatened to fire Wasilla’s librarian for refusing to ban books from the town library. Some versions of the rumor come complete with a list of the books that Palin allegedly attempted to ban. Actually, Palin never asked that books be banned; no books were actually banned; and many of the books on the list that Palin supposedly wanted to censor weren't even in print at the time, proving that the list is a fabrication. The librarian was fired, but was told only that Palin felt she didn’t support her. She was re-hired the next day. The librarian never claimed that Palin threatened outright to fire her for refusing to ban books.



It’s true that Palin did raise the issue with Mary Ellen Emmons, Wasilla’s librarian, on at least two occasions, three in some versions. Emmons flatly stated her opposition each time. But, as the Mat-Su Valley Frontiersman (Wasilla’s local paper) reported at the time, Palin asked general questions about what Emmons would say if Palin requested that a book be banned. According to Emmons, Palin "was asking me how I would deal with her saying a book can't be in the library." Emmons reported that Palin pressed the issue, asking whether Emmons' position would change if residents were picketing the library. Wasilla resident Anne Kilkenny, who was at the meeting, corroborates Emmons' story, telling the Chicago Tribune that "Sarah said to Mary Ellen, 'What would your response be if I asked you to remove some books from the collection?' "



Palin characterized the exchange differently, initially volunteering the episode as an example of discussions with city employees about following her administration's agenda. Palin described her questions to Emmons as “rhetorical,” noting that her questions "were asked in the context of professionalism regarding the library policy that is in place in our city." Actually, true rhetorical questions have implied answers (e.g., “Who do you think you are?”), so Palin probably meant to describe her questions as hypothetical or theoretical. We can't read minds, so it is impossible for us to know whether or not Palin may actually have wanted to ban books from the library or whether she simply wanted to know how her new employees would respond to an instruction from their boss. It is worth noting that, in an update, the Frontiersman points out that no book was ever banned from the library’s shelves.



Palin initially requested Emmons’ resignation, along with those of Wasilla’s other department heads, in October 1996. Palin described the requests as a loyalty test and allowed all of them (except one, whose department she was eliminating) to retain their positions. But in January 1997, Palin fired Emmons, along with the police chief. According to the Chicago Tribune, Palin did not list censorship as a reason for Emmons’ firing, but said she didn’t feel she had Emmons’ support. The decision caused “a stir” in the small town, according to a newspaper account at the time. According to a widely circulated e-mail from Kilkenny, “city residents rallied to the defense of the City Librarian and against Palin’s attempt at out-and-out censorship, so Palin backed down and withdrew her termination letter.”



As we’ve noted, Palin did not attempt to ban any library books. We don’t know if Emmons’ resistance to Palin’s questions about possible censorship had anything to do with Emmons’ firing. And we have no idea if the protests had any impact on Palin at all. There simply isn’t any evidence that we can find either way. Palin did re-hire Emmons the following day, saying that she now felt she had the librarian’s backing. Emmons continued to serve as librarian until August 1999, when the Chicago Tribune reports that she resigned.



So what about that list of books targeted for banning, which according to one widely e-mailed version was taken “from the official minutes of the Wasilla Library Board”? If it was, the library board should take up fortune telling. The list includes the first four Harry Potter books, none of which had been published at the time of the Palin-Emmons conversations. The first wasn't published until 1998. In fact, the list is a simple cut-and-paste job, snatched (complete with typos and the occasional incorrect title) from the Florida Institute of Technology library Web page, which presents the list as “Books banned at one time or another in the United States.”



Update, Sept. 9: We have revised this section dealing with accusations that Palin wanted to ban books from Wasilla's library to include more detail about what transpired at the time.



Closet Secessionist?



Palin was never a member of the Alaskan Independence Party – which calls for a vote on whether Alaska should secede from the union or remain a state – despite mistaken reports to the contrary. But her husband was a member for years, and she attended at least one party convention, as mayor of the town in which it was held.



The party's chair originally told reporters that Palin had been a member, but the official later retracted that statement. Chairwoman Lynette Clark told the New York Times that false information had been given to her by another member of the party after she first told the Times and others that Palin joined the AIP in 1994. Clark issued an apology on the AIP Web site.



The director of Alaska’s Division of Elections, Gail Fenumiai, confirms that Palin registered to vote in the state for the first time in May 1982 as a Republican and hasn’t changed her party affiliation since. She also told FactCheck.org that Palin’s husband, Todd, was registered with AIP from October 1995 to July 2000, and again from September 2000 until July 2002. (He has since been registered as undeclared.) However, the AIP says Todd Palin "never participated in any party activities aside from attending a convention in Wasilla at one time."



There is still some dispute as to whether Sarah Palin also attended the AIP’s 1994 convention, held in Wasilla. Clark and another AIP official told ABC News’ Jake Tapper that both Palins were there. Palin was elected mayor of Wasilla two years later. The McCain campaign says Sarah Palin went to the 2000 AIP convention, also held in Wasilla, “as a courtesy since she was mayor.” As governor, Palin sent a video message to the 2008 convention, which is available on YouTube, and the AIP says she attended in 2006 when she was campaigning.



Didn't Endorse Pat Buchanan



Claims that Palin endorsed conservative Republican Pat Buchanan for president in the 2000 campaign are false. She worked for conservative Republican Steve Forbes.



The incorrect reports stem from an Associated Press story on July 17, 1999, that said Palin was "among those sporting Buchanan buttons" at a lunch for Buchanan attended by about 85 people, during a swing he took through Fairbanks and Wasilla. Buchanan didn't help matters when he told a reporter for the liberal publication The Nation on Aug. 29: "I'm pretty sure she's a Buchananite." But in fact, she wasn't.



Soon after The AP story appeared, Palin wrote in a letter to the editor of the Anchorage Daily News that she had merely worn a Buchanan button as a courtesy to her visitor and was not endorsing him. The letter, published July 26, 1999, said:



Palin, July 26, 1999: As mayor of Wasilla, I am proud to welcome all presidential candidates to our city. This is true regardless of their party, or the latest odds of their winning. When presidential candidates visit our community, I am always happy to meet them. I'll even put on their button when handed one as a polite gesture of respect.



Though no reporter interviewed me for the Associated Press article on the recent visit by a presidential candidate (Metro, July 17), the article may have left your readers with the perception that I am endorsing this candidate, as opposed to welcoming his visit to Wasilla. As mayor, I will welcome all the candidates in Wasilla.



Palin actually worked for Forbes. Less than a month after being spotted wearing the "courtesy" button for Buchanan, she was named to the state leadership committee of the Forbes effort. The Associated Press reported on Aug. 7, 1999:



The Associated Press, Aug. 7 1999: State Sen. Mike Miller of Fairbanks will head the Alaska campaign chairman for Republican presidential candidate Steve Forbes, campaign officials said. Joining the Fairbanks Republican on the leadership committee will be Wasilla Mayor Sarah Palin, and former state GOP chairman Pete Hallgren, who will serve as co-chairs.



Still, after nine years, the truth has yet to catch up completely.



No Creationism in Schools



On Aug. 29, the Boston Globe reported that Palin was open to teaching creationism in public schools. That's true. She supports teaching creationism alongside evolution, though she has not actively pursued such a policy as governor.



In an Oct. 25, 2006, debate, when asked about teaching alternatives to evolution, Palin replied:



Palin, Oct. 25, 2006: Teach both. You know, don't be afraid of information. Healthy debate is so important and it's so valuable in our schools. I am a proponent of teaching both. And you know, I say this too as the daughter of a science teacher. Growing up with being so privileged and blessed to be given a lot of information on, on both sides of the subject – creationism and evolution. It's been a healthy foundation for me. But don't be afraid of information and let kids debate both sides.



A couple of days later, Palin amended that statement in an interview with the Anchorage Daily News, saying:



Palin, Oct. 2006: I don't think there should be a prohibition against debate if it comes up in class. It doesn't have to be part of the curriculum.



After her election, Palin let the matter drop. The Associated Press reported Sept 3: "Palin's children attend public schools and Palin has made no push to have creationism taught in them. ... It reflects a hands-off attitude toward mixing government and religion by most Alaskans." The article was headlined, "Palin has not pushed creation science as governor." It was written by Dan Joling, who reports from Anchorage and has covered Alaska for 30 years.



That E-mail Author



Switching gears: Almost 100 readers have written to ask us if the many claims made about Palin in an e-mail written by someone named Anne Kilkenny are true. We can tell you that Kilkenny is a real person. (She was quoted by the Chicago Tribune, as we said above.) According to the New York Times, she’s a Democrat. According to Kilkenny herself, Palin “has hated me since back in 1996, when I was one of the 100 or so people who rallied to support the City Librarian against Sarah’s attempt at censorship."



We’re still analyzing Kilkenny’s claims, and we will be posting something on this soon.



—by Brooks Jackson, Jessica Henig, Emi Kolawole, Joe Miller and Lori Robertson

Sources

Sutton, Anne. "Governor signs revamped education package into law." Anchorage Daily News, 28 Mar. 2008.



Holland, Megan. "Intensive needs funding examined." Anchorage Daily News, 12 Jan. 2008.



Cavanagh, Sean. "Alaska Legislators Overhaul Funding." Education Week, 29 Apr. 2008.



Joling, Dan. "Palin has not pushed creation science as governor." The Associated Press, 3 Sept. 2008.



Hayes, Christopher. "Sarah Palin, Buchananite." The Nation "Capitolism" Web site, 29 Aug. 2008.



Palin, Sarah. "Letters from the People." Anchorage Daily News. 26 July 1999; 5B.



The Associated Press: "Forbes sets Alaska leadership team," 7 Aug 1999.



Kizzia, Tom. "'Creation science' enters the race." Anchorage Daily News, 27 Oct. 2006.



Paulson, Michael. "Sarah Palin on faith, life and creation." The Boston Globe, 29 Aug. 2008.



Tapper, Jake. “Another AIP Official Says Palin Was at 1994 Convention.” ABCNews.com, 2 Sept. 2008.



Tapper, Jake. “Members of ‘Fringe’ Alaskan Independence Party Incorrectly Say Palin Was a Member in 90s.” ABCNews.Com, 1Sept. 2008.



Komarnitsky, S.J. "Wasilla Keeps Librarian, But Police Chief Is Out." 1 February 1997. The Anchorage Daily News, 8 Sept. 2008.



Stuart, Paul. "FROM THE ARCHIVE: Palin: Library Censorship Inquiries 'Rhetorical'." 18 December 1996. Mat-Su Valley Frontiersman, 8 Sept. 2008.



White, Rindi. "Palin Asked City Librarian Whether She'd Ban Books." 7 September 2008. The Chicago Tribune, 8 Sept. 2008.



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Angelpie
Angelpie
14:09 Oct 30 2008

I am so glad you posted this. I hate when people are completely ignorant and take any rumor on the internet and assume it's fact.





 

Barack smoking and other political shit

06:03 Oct 27 2008
Times Read: 886


So the next time someone says something about McCain's age, you can show them the picture of Barack smoking.





Obame "Bird" Barack Pictures, Images and Photos





I am still unsure how Barack has made it this far under the radar. With all his shady background and domestic terrorist and hateful friend lists, with cheating Acorn ties as icing on the cake, not putting his hand over his heart, the flag pin he won't wear, I just don't see how people can still overlook that stuff. That's the character of the person. I mean, jeez!



Obviously, it's because he is promising all these programs and free this and that. Certain people flock to that. But duh, where do they think that money is going to come from? Us, asses! Jeez...It's scary to me that those people are voting and haven't really studied the issues any further than what their friends tell them or the far left media on everything but FOX NEWS, which I know from watching it for years, is the fairest of the news shows. Anyone that says differently doesn't watch it. Sure they lean a bit more to the right, but they have leftys on there too, to even it up.



I am independent. I consider myself to be a liberal conservative. haha.......But I sure like Palin, regardless of the fact that she hunts. There aren't Super Walmarts around in Alaska to go shopping. I just love her balls to stand up to people, and not be bullied around.



This week we are going to be handing out little bags to people, putting them on doors.



Danny and I have been watching all of this for so long now. We sure will be happy when it's over though.



I talked to Dad and he said that the latest plan he has read about of Barack's has something to do with 401K. Something about how it's taken and put in a big pot, with others, and you get only a certain amount of it. I am not sure of the details. But if you pass, and you have $100,000 in there, then your loved ones get maybe half and then taxed some more and you get a very small part of that. Well how ELSE will he pay for all those free programs?


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Beastt17
Beastt17
06:22 Oct 27 2008

I only needed to find out that Palin wants Creationism taught in schools as science. That makes her a very dangerous and intellectually dishonest politician, in my book. Obviously, whatever Barack is doing is working or McCain wouldn't have been so quick to jump the Bush ship and start paddling along side Obama.



All politicians are liars... it's part of the job. If I have to pick one it wouldn't be the carbon-copy of what we've been enduring.





Jamie
Jamie
01:11 Oct 28 2008

That's not true, that is a lie, created by the leftists. See, that's what I mean about people just listening to the far left media (all the main networks and CNN, MSNBC). For instance, Michelle Obama's lunch reciept that is floating on the net. I checked on various sources to see if it's real. Sadly, it's not true.





"4. Did Not Attempt to Teach Creationism in Schools



Palin has NOT called for creationism to be taught in schools along side evolution (see FactCheck.org article on "Sliming Palin"). She has said that students should be allowed to "debate both sides" of the evolution/creationism debate comes up in class, but has also said that creationism should not be part of the curriculum. She has not pushed a bill to teach creationism in Alaska during her tenure as Governor of Alaska.



http://www.factcheck.org/elections-2008/sliming_palin.html "








Morrigon
Morrigon
01:28 Oct 28 2008

Okay... Jamie, please don't get mad at me for saying this, and it has NOTHING to do with my political beliefs...



But that picture was photoshopped.



There is no shading on the cigarette, his lips aren't open at all like they would need to be for something to be in his mouth. There is no extra crease..



I'm not denying that he smokes, but I am saying that picture has been altered.



*runs for cover*





Jamie
Jamie
02:38 Oct 28 2008

Haha, I'm not mad. I have seen him in other shots with it one. This was the most convenient pic to find, on photobucket.



From Men's health:



"Barack Obama is trying to kick his smoking habit while running for president, and he confesses it hasn't been easy."



and:





"ABC News' Sunlen Miller Reports: Senator Barack Obama told reporters in St. Louis today that he has fallen off the wagon and smoked cigarettes in the last few months.



The presumptive Democratic nominee has been open about his smoking past: Once a heavy smoker, he publicly gave up the habit, per his wife’s request, to run for president.



Since quitting, Obama has indicated in the past that he has “fallen off the wagon” but before today was not specific about how recent his smoking was.



“Months,” Obama said of the last time he has smoked."



Which, isn't quite true, because he is quoted in Men's Health this month saying the upper comment on the smoking.





Jamie
Jamie
02:39 Oct 28 2008

Guess I need to find another one. :P





Angelus
Angelus
15:09 Oct 30 2008

..all politicians promise too much, all of 'em.





 

Sham WOW!

05:39 Oct 27 2008
Times Read: 890


Why does the Sham-wow guy have a head-set on?


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Beastt17
Beastt17
05:48 Oct 27 2008

He's ready to take your call. Didn't you realize that's what he does when he's not making commercials? ;)





Jamie
Jamie
06:03 Oct 27 2008

Hahaha..........AND, they are made in GERMANY!





 

My internet!

10:41 Oct 23 2008
Times Read: 909


...has been going down. I don't know what the deal is. I talked to a tech support chick from India, of course, and she didn't seem to want to help. She tried to pass it off to D-Link, my modem/router. I talked to second level and he had me turn my pc on in safe mode, and access the internet that way, and it sorta kicked it back into gear in regular mode. I was able to get online then. But after we hung up, the net went down again. Fuck!



So I just went back to Safe Mode and tried that all over again. It worked again, so here I am. But I have been off since 1am.


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xxEmaeraldxx
xxEmaeraldxx
19:53 Oct 23 2008

I am happy you were not away so long as you were last time! I hope Danny had a good birthday :) x





Angelus
Angelus
14:45 Oct 26 2008

and what's happening with it Now lass?





Jamie
Jamie
23:16 Oct 26 2008

I am back. My friend helped me over the phone last night and we realized it was Zone Alarm keeping me from accessing the net! Arg. It had occured to me the night before, when I couldn't start up Zone Alarm, so that was odd. But I forgot about it. Should have heeded my intuition. ;)





 

Hello

03:03 Oct 18 2008
Times Read: 931


I have been away for a few weeks. I stopped taking my Lexapro a few weeks ago and my panic attacks came back. I have been dealing with that and it's been a pain in the ass, to put it mildly. I wasn't sure if it was just me or withdrawls from the Lexapro. Maybe both. I was on it alittle over a year and was gaining weight. Although it helped with my anxiety, I don't want to just gain and gain, while exercising a lot, with no good results. So I am really hoping I can hold it together and stay off it.



I have read online about TONS of people that have gained weight with Lexapro. The same problem. I wasn't taking it for depression, but for anxiety.



Time will tell.



Much of my anxiety is missing my Mom. Her not being here and me not being able to control that and making me feel helpless brings on a ton of anxiety. It really sucks, to put it mildly. It's going to be a year that she left, Nov. 14th.



Today is Danny's birthday. He didn't want me to write and let people know this year, like I do every year, because he wanted to see who would remember him on their own. It's been very few. I told him that I am the one that reminds him about birthdays and those people rely on me to tell them when it's his or someone else's birthday, so they can write or call.



Danny's back went out Monday evening and he has been home all week with it still out. He is walking crooked, and is S shaped. It's just horrible, and he hurts. I took some pics. He had a cortisone shot Tuesday in his back, but he is still hurting. We went to eat at Chili's a bit ago with some of his family and he was in misery sitting there. Now we are home.......I am bored. And I didn't get to get him a present. I wanted to go somewhere with him and pick something out, put it on the card, because we are broke on the cash front.........but we had to come home instead. I did sneak a ride to Walgreens and get him a card, and put it in the mail to he would get it today. =) Oh, I just heard him snore in the other room. *sigh* Damn, alone again.



Btw, thanks to those of you that noticed I was away and asked me if things were ok. Some of you know that when I am away for a length of time, something is up, and it's usually anxiety again. Pfft.........and when that happens, I don't have anything to give out to others, while I heal privately.



Damn, away for a few weeks and 10 people take me off their journal list!


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Bones
Bones
03:10 Oct 18 2008

Hugs, Jamie.... And, Happy Birthday, Danny! ;)





Jamie
Jamie
04:41 Oct 18 2008

Thank you!! And I will tell Danny, from you and he always says thank you. =)





Sinora
Sinora
11:25 Oct 18 2008

You know what they say...sometimes you have to lose a battle to win the war. I think you will win the war.





Jamie
Jamie
10:42 Oct 23 2008

Thank you, I am hoping so too! =)





 

The Curious Case of Benjamin Button

07:15 Oct 02 2008
Times Read: 949


Trailer for: The Curious Case of Benjamin Button










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Britney's new one

07:07 Oct 02 2008
Times Read: 950


In case you were interested in Brit's new one. I wasn't that impressed. Too fast. Kinda generic.





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Clicking for pennies!

06:08 Oct 01 2008
Times Read: 953


So I signed up for this place where you click on emails, getting a few cents per email. I went there everyday to check my box to start clicking, but after about a week, there was nothing in there. I was like, "Fuck it" and got sidetracked onto something else.



I check my email and apparently lots started coming in and then they started getting bounced back and now my account my be frozen until I give them another email address. pfft.











So here is the link for all you that want to do some clicking.

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LadyChordewa
LadyChordewa
21:57 Oct 01 2008

Did you get any money?





Jamie
Jamie
10:42 Oct 23 2008

Nothing so far. Pfft.








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